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May 18th, 2004
03:05 pm - i dont know what to put right here...so....hi!!
ok so new things....well the talk w/ caleb was good....he asked me out so now we are going out but he is moving too fast! i dont know what to do!! he kinda stopped but i havnt really seen him that much so i dont exactly know! it kinda got weird cuz now hes not all flirty and cute its just like he doesnt try anymore! i dont know its weird! agh i miss all my seniors friends like stefanie adn nikki!! it makes me sad that they are leaving me! well i am going to go now cuz i want to!
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May 9th, 2004
08:41 pm - boys are stupid
Over this last weekend all i have been thinking about is what caleb has to say to me! he told me on friday night that he wanted to talk but in person and i dont know what he is going to say! Theres only two ways that it could go...either...no it cant work...or....this is what we have to do to make it work! I want him to say this is what we have to do to make it work...but i think he is going to say that it cant work and then give me some reasons! its so frustrating because he is like hinting bothe ways...he first told me not to be scared adn then he told me that he was overwhelmed when he thought of us together and needed time to get over it or something adn i dont know what to do! he says i make him happy agian but then he says that he hasnt had anyone since his last relationship and he was hurt really bad last time. agh! its SO frustrating and now tomorrow im going to be nervous all day! AGH!!! BOYS ARE DUMB!!!!! My family sucks too! My parents are always yelling about nothing but everything! They blame EVERYTHING on me adn its sssoooo annoying! i can never be good enough! they let my brother get away with everything but when my room is a mess for a couple of days they FREAK out and im grounded for like a year! My life stinks!
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April 25th, 2004
09:31 pm - ummm....
hello again! not much is new right now! I got married Friday at festival under the stars! my husband is caleb! i was excited and then saturday i went driving a lot with my brother and it was fun and then i went to andreas party and i had a blast! it was so much fun!! we got to shake our tushies to the groovy music! fun times! well i really dont have much more to say right now...
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April 18th, 2004
09:03 pm - Why do bad things happen to good people?
Today I woke up to my friend Stefanie calling me in tears to tell me that her mom died. I got up and walked over to my brothers house and woke him up to tell him cuz Stefanie wanted him. A couple of hours later we went over to her house. Her mom was so healthy! She was a great person and didn't deserve to die! She was foung this morning in her bath tub died....her husband found her! She was young! She was sick but it didn't seem serious...so they just thought it was just a cough! I spent the whole day over there. I was going to stay the night but my parents wouldn't let me and I was really mad! So I was wondering if whoever reads this could please pray for Stefanie, Shaina and their family! Thank you so much and please tell your parents you love them cuz you never know when you won't get the chance to.
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April 17th, 2004
07:16 pm - AHHH
Today i had a good day until i came home! I checked the messages to find out that my Uncle Joe had died. He was diagnosed with like 4 cancers less than a month ago! he had bone cancer, lung cancer and others that i cant remember. Then i got an email from the guy i like! its so frustating cuz i like him but i dont ever see him! i want us to tlak more and to hang out more but i dont know where to look for him! then a couple of my friends broke up after being together for over a year and they both are talking to me about it and i think that they both will go and do something stupid because they are hurt and confused. i dont know what to say to them but im trying to help but theres not much i can do and its driving me insane that i cant do anything AT ALL! well i am going to go get grub!
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